I
have studied many times
The
marble which was chiseled for me—
A
boat with a furled sail at rest in a harbor.
In
truth it pictures not my destination
But
my life.
For
love was offered me and I shrank from its
disillusionment;
Sorrow
knocked at my door, but I was afraid;
Ambition
called to me, but I dreaded the chances.
Yet
all the while I hungered for meaning in my life.
And
now I know that we must lift the sail
And
catch the winds of destiny
Wherever
they drive the boat.
To
put meaning in one’s life may end in madness,
But
life without meaning is the torture
Of
restlessness and vague desire—
It
is a boat longing for the sea and yet afraid.