Herbert
broke our engagement of eight years
When
Annabelle returned to the village
From
the Seminary, ah me!
If
I had let my love for him alone
It
might have grown into a beautiful sorrow—
Who
knows?—filling my life with healing fragrance.
But
I tortured it, I poisoned it,
I
blinded its eyes, and it became hatred—
And
my soul fell from its support,
Its
tendrils tangled in decay.
Do
not let the will play gardener to your soul
Unless
you are sure
It
is wiser than your soul’s nature.